I am dying right now because I am in a hotel room with my grandparents, my mom, and my cousin, and my grandparents made a joke about them having sex and they won’t stop going with it. We are laying in the dark and they are whispering and making yelling noises and I’m crying and getting nauseous and my mom said something about making GRANNY PORN. The worst part is my grandparents last name is hooker… So they keep making old people porn hooker jokes and I’m going to throw up I hate my life……… Literally just whispered “are you ready yet… This way or that way” and I’m gonna cry
Jesse left for japan today. I was so anxious all day but now I’m feeling better. I’m just nervous about the plane ride. Once he’s there and I know he’s safe I’ll feel better. I hope he has a lot of fun. :-) I’m gonna miss him so much. But I’m excited to start getting ready for school and stuff!!!
Jesse broke my collar today pulling the leash he got me too hard :( guess I have an excuse to get a nicer, stronger one O:)
"You can be in a relationship for two years and feel nothing; you can be in a relationship for 2 months and feel everything. Time is not a measure of quality; of infatuation, or of love."-What my relationships have taught me. (via lozzat)
It’s so draining worrying about girls hitting on Jesse. I totally trust him but it’s just getting really frustrating?? He will show me something a girl will send him and I’m just like.. You know we are dating? Why are you doing this?? There are a million cool cute boys in the world. I’m feeling very insecure and defensive and it’s frustrating. I’m really not used to this at all and I think that’s my biggest problem. Gotta toughen up!!
My cousin just asked my sister why she had a sleeping mask and my sister said it was so she can sleep on a plane and my cousin said “why don’t you just close your eyes” completely serious and idk I love her so much she’s so old but so innocent and it’s cool
I’m on my way to Tampa and I’m on a tiny road with no lights. It’s kinda stormy and there’s lighting every once in a while. I’m listening to a mix tape that Jesse made me and it’s making my chest feel very big and heavy. I care about him so much and I’m really glad I met him. Ive never been so overwhelmed with feeling about a boy that feels the sark way about me. I’m kinda scared but excited at the same time. I can’t wait to experience new things with him. I am really content and at peace right now.
I’m so lucky and happy to be with Jesse. He is so patient and understanding with me… And we immediately communicate with each other whenever we feel weird about stuff and it’s just so cool that we are both on the same wavelength. Like we understand each other’s jealousy stuff and idk we just want the same things in a relationship it’s cool :-) I’m happy :-) I miss him though I wish he was back already!!